September 10th, 2014.

For the flowers, cards, fruits, drinks, food, donations, toys and pillow. For the support, company, visits, prayers, concerns, thoughts and worries. For the calls, texts, hashtags, tweets, facebook. Family, friends and well-wishers from Malaysia especially Seremban, UiTM Lendu, Johor, KL, to overseas: Indonesia, my ASEAN friends and the United States. Thank you. I wouldn't possibly be recovering this fast if it wasn't for your prayers and concerns. I can't thank you enough. Thank you.

Hello. This is officially my first post since the incident. Honestly, thinking of your concerns and the troubles that you have to go through just to see me recover washes off the pain. I don't know how to repay you. I'm really thankful that i'm surrounded with you kind-hearted, caring and thoughtful people. What happened was almost unbearable. But with you, i managed to go through them all. The first few days were the most painful days of my life. I couldn't even move an inch without being in pain. I couldn't even lift my head without someone holding the back of my head. 

Here i am. 5 stabs and in less than two weeks, i'm already up on my feet and currently i'm back in Seremban for a quick break before my final exams. I apologise that i didn't tell you guys that i'm back home-- i needed some space. I hope you guys understand. 

My Lendu friends: my housemates for handling everything oh so swiftly-- Atiqah Razak who first applied pressure to the wounds; Maizura Zainal, Alia Syahida and Iman Nur Khalisha who ran so quickly to get help, called the police, ambulance, informed my family and friends, cleaned the blood and the mess i made at the apartment post-incident and packed my things. Not forgetting Aliff Ashraf the first help who arrived and also helped to apply pressure to my chest, who carried me out of the room with Maizura and put me on the stretcher. Ahmad Ikhwan who jumped out of bed, carried the stretcher into the ambulance, literally stayed and slept next to my bed at Hospital Melaka overnight to accompany me, physically and mentally supports me till now, takes care of my transportations and meals and so many more. Effan Zaery who couldn't be more understanding and i mean he's really understanding. Ayeen, Imanboy and Ecah who were always there for me. My classmates and lecturers who rushed to the hospital after hearing about what happened. My batchmates who came to Hospital Melaka that afternoon itself.

To all of you stated above, thank you. I would love to write a lot more vivid and detail than this but the first day was very blurry for me. I really do not know how to repay all of you. I hope you know how much i love you and how much i appreciate your concerns. I'm already all teary as i'm typing this. Again, i love you. I really do love you. God bless you.